Let me breath ....
Looking around, thinking, everything was a shadow, a person growing with many struggles and pain.
But knowing a sense of tranquillity will come, a radiant light, distinctively beautiful.
Lifting my spirit, in hope, aspiring to gain wisdom and knowledge.
Realizing with each daily confirmation, my heart is not alone, its connected with others.
Blossoming, a word sometimes taken lightly, but knowing that is my life.
Learning to embrace each moment and breathing in another light
Sharing my heart in words and thoughts with others, for even with my struggles, I will look up.
Vivianne
http://viviannesummers.blogspot.com/
PS. Trying really hard! Thought as I move through things, I will still remain a shadow as before but that isn't happening. My youtube channel. http://youtube.com/averyny
Thursday, July 29, 2010
Wednesday, July 14, 2010
When I Fall Down
When I Fall Down
As I think about each passing day
Each day is a new beginning, to a destination, a point already planned.
As I ponder, I can't see what changes that will occur in my life.
My heart, says, this is the right time, and the right moment as always.
A life that is meant to be, different, but true to every heart I touched.
Through many struggles, trails, and tribulations that I could never imagined.
I will make it, through faith with others.
When I fall down, I will get up, but not alone this time.
As, I always done, coming in full circle with new family.
Vivianne
http://youtube.com/averyny
PS. Glowing with beautiful radiance, I will one day shine. Inspired by “We Fall Down” Donne McClurkin and life struggles
As I think about each passing day
Each day is a new beginning, to a destination, a point already planned.
As I ponder, I can't see what changes that will occur in my life.
My heart, says, this is the right time, and the right moment as always.
A life that is meant to be, different, but true to every heart I touched.
Through many struggles, trails, and tribulations that I could never imagined.
I will make it, through faith with others.
When I fall down, I will get up, but not alone this time.
As, I always done, coming in full circle with new family.
Vivianne
http://youtube.com/averyny
PS. Glowing with beautiful radiance, I will one day shine. Inspired by “We Fall Down” Donne McClurkin and life struggles
Thursday, July 8, 2010
Time Out
I would like a time out, I haven't had one in a long time. I'm making through it, but I miss having one. ~Vivianne~
Monday, July 5, 2010
Walking
I'm happy to have a open mind. Free from not following stereotypes, thinking of individuals fitting a particular gender norm, hiding between a cloak and dagger, and telling people what they should be. I feel hurt about some statements I seen and by some things that was said.
My heart says, we was not put on this planet to judge others. Better yet, we are here to share our faith and belief, to treat others as a equal. It doesn't matter, a persons, race, sex, gender, age, or any other human standard we put on a individuals. I might be different, but my heart at the end of the day, thinks this one thing.
“Now faith is being sure of what we hope for and certain of what we do not see” Hebrews 11:1
So, in that light, I will keep backing my actions. I will have my beautiful family with a beautiful wife, being a parent. Sharing with others my faith, and doing what I've been brought here to do.
Vivianne
http://youtube.com/averyny
My heart says, we was not put on this planet to judge others. Better yet, we are here to share our faith and belief, to treat others as a equal. It doesn't matter, a persons, race, sex, gender, age, or any other human standard we put on a individuals. I might be different, but my heart at the end of the day, thinks this one thing.
“Now faith is being sure of what we hope for and certain of what we do not see” Hebrews 11:1
So, in that light, I will keep backing my actions. I will have my beautiful family with a beautiful wife, being a parent. Sharing with others my faith, and doing what I've been brought here to do.
Vivianne
http://youtube.com/averyny
Wednesday, June 30, 2010
Collective
Collective
Life is a beautiful mosaic of different colors, a rainbow.
Peacful thoughts coming in to mind, pondering the great picture.
Cherishing each sparkle of life, the essence of everything.
Looking at the magnificent reflections, a pretty shadow, of a big picture.
As in time, quietly pondering, realizing many facets of it.
For in this life, we are meant to grow, evolve, change, with one another.
Each person adding their unique qualities, to the collective.
The collective of mind, body, spirit.
Vivianne
http://youtube.com/averyny
This is for people who show hate and bigotry to others, just because of their differences.
Life is a beautiful mosaic of different colors, a rainbow.
Peacful thoughts coming in to mind, pondering the great picture.
Cherishing each sparkle of life, the essence of everything.
Looking at the magnificent reflections, a pretty shadow, of a big picture.
As in time, quietly pondering, realizing many facets of it.
For in this life, we are meant to grow, evolve, change, with one another.
Each person adding their unique qualities, to the collective.
The collective of mind, body, spirit.
Vivianne
http://youtube.com/averyny
This is for people who show hate and bigotry to others, just because of their differences.
Monday, June 21, 2010
Goodnight
Goodnight
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This piece of paper is empty, so I lay here contemplating a throught to write.
My mind thinks pondering many images appearing vividly, a rainbow; dynamic with bright lights of pure radiance.
I still lay here with many fears, like a rainbow going into a prism, creating chaotic light.
Still, beautiful with many shades, but behind the reflection. It's a quiet place, some fears visible to the naked eye.
Here I push with hope behind a faith, that it will be seen.
So, as I lay here, now with a full piece of paper, let my body fall into a quiet sleep.
Goodnight.
Vivianne
http://twitter.com/viviannesummers
http://youtube.com/averyny
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This piece of paper is empty, so I lay here contemplating a throught to write.
My mind thinks pondering many images appearing vividly, a rainbow; dynamic with bright lights of pure radiance.
I still lay here with many fears, like a rainbow going into a prism, creating chaotic light.
Still, beautiful with many shades, but behind the reflection. It's a quiet place, some fears visible to the naked eye.
Here I push with hope behind a faith, that it will be seen.
So, as I lay here, now with a full piece of paper, let my body fall into a quiet sleep.
Goodnight.
Vivianne
http://twitter.com/viviannesummers
http://youtube.com/averyny
Sunday, June 13, 2010
The Train Ride
The Train Ride
I see so many people on this train, I just wonder.
There are two young Asian girls dressed casually but having fashionable sense, carrying a yellow plastic bag of snacks
A husband sitting right next to me with his wife across from him, they both are tourist from the map guide in his hand
A young lady standing at the door in her own world, listening to music through earphones, carrying a bag from the dry cleaners.
A young male wearing khaki shorts and blue polo shirt, with his bike, who gave directions to a lady.
A young couple sitting across from me, listening to music, sharing one pair of earphones.
A family of 4, the parents, and two young kids playing in the corner train seats. The parents talking to each other.
A interracial couple across from me in the middle of the train sitting, the guy caressing the female legs while she sits near a door.
Where do I fit into this picture?
I'm pondering thoughts, what is my role in all of this, who am I.
As I think about life, as the train travels to the next stop.
Vivianne
http://viviannesummers.blogspot.com
Follow on twitter - twitter.com/viviannesummers
I see so many people on this train, I just wonder.
There are two young Asian girls dressed casually but having fashionable sense, carrying a yellow plastic bag of snacks
A husband sitting right next to me with his wife across from him, they both are tourist from the map guide in his hand
A young lady standing at the door in her own world, listening to music through earphones, carrying a bag from the dry cleaners.
A young male wearing khaki shorts and blue polo shirt, with his bike, who gave directions to a lady.
A young couple sitting across from me, listening to music, sharing one pair of earphones.
A family of 4, the parents, and two young kids playing in the corner train seats. The parents talking to each other.
A interracial couple across from me in the middle of the train sitting, the guy caressing the female legs while she sits near a door.
Where do I fit into this picture?
I'm pondering thoughts, what is my role in all of this, who am I.
As I think about life, as the train travels to the next stop.
Vivianne
http://viviannesummers.blogspot.com
Follow on twitter - twitter.com/viviannesummers
Tuesday, June 8, 2010
So many things.
My life, I saw a friend of mine, my cousin, she is more of a friend yesterday. Still, it was good but it made me realize so many things, I was wearing my typical fitted jeans and t-shirt, and a baseball cap. So, I look like a tomgirl.
Anyway, from conversation with my family not her, it reminded me how my parents think there is some major epic problem with me. There isn’t a problem, like I want to be 100% happy, but knowing no matter what I will be looked down upon. I fill like 80% and I want to bring my queen back. Viva la Vivianne.
Vivianne
Anyway, from conversation with my family not her, it reminded me how my parents think there is some major epic problem with me. There isn’t a problem, like I want to be 100% happy, but knowing no matter what I will be looked down upon. I fill like 80% and I want to bring my queen back. Viva la Vivianne.
Vivianne
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