What would a sister say?
Juggling random feelings in my head a sense of loneliness, despair, and contemplations
Feelings that I know, is meant to lay burdens and doubt onto my heart.
What would a sister say?
Wondering curiously thinking about how to tell a beautiful sister positive affirmations.
Saying “Do not worry, You are a beautiful women.” slightly turning my head, creating a soft breeze against my skin.
What would a sister say?
Waiting quietly settling down waiting for a great Comforter to rest their hands on me.
Smiling saying to the beautiful sister, everything is well.
Slowly lifting her chin.
What would a sister say?
Thinking I might have said what a true sister will say.
Vivianne
PS. Will be Vivienne soon
Showing posts with label lgbt. Show all posts
Showing posts with label lgbt. Show all posts
Saturday, March 12, 2011
Monday, January 10, 2011
The Person Besides Me
The Person Besides Me
As I lay in my bed trying to sleep in a restless night praying internally that I get some sleep.
Opening my eyes late in the midnight hours, I blink my eyes.
Waking up to a dark bedroom with a comforter keeping me warm and a soft pillow under my head.
I see a female laying in the bed with me just looking at me talking to me without words.
The female looks young, a black female with smooth golden brown skin flawless, brown crystal eyes that shimmered, short silky smooth hair like a beautiful porcelain doll.
As we lay on the bed together watching each other, time just pausing itself, now seconds seemed like eternity.
I see her more clearly seeing though her eyes. I see she is hurting, crying, and internally bleeding. A loneliness inside her heart taking away from the beauty.
A innocent child looking at me beautiful but a pain of helplessness.
As I look into her eyes, I realize I was seeing myself, not sure of what time or future it is, but I was confident that person I was seeing was me.
Comforting her, I motion my hand in a palm, lifting her cheeks towards me so I can see her directly, feeling her delicate soft skin against my hands.
As she begins to speak to me. I hear soft words being spoken somewhat, tranquil, a gentle calmness.
As I lean over towards her, I look closely into her eyes.
“You are me. It will be okay.” as I whisper to her with the gentle touch of my hand. My eyes blinks again, I'm back in my room.
In my dark bedroom, my comforter keeping me warm with a soft pillow under my head.
Late in the midnight hour it is.
I'm laying in the bed now puzzled, fully aware of what just happened..
I blink again realizing, I want to see her again to comfort her knowing she exist. Now thinking that person might have just been me.
Vivianne
http://youtube.com/averyny
As I lay in my bed trying to sleep in a restless night praying internally that I get some sleep.
Opening my eyes late in the midnight hours, I blink my eyes.
Waking up to a dark bedroom with a comforter keeping me warm and a soft pillow under my head.
I see a female laying in the bed with me just looking at me talking to me without words.
The female looks young, a black female with smooth golden brown skin flawless, brown crystal eyes that shimmered, short silky smooth hair like a beautiful porcelain doll.
As we lay on the bed together watching each other, time just pausing itself, now seconds seemed like eternity.
I see her more clearly seeing though her eyes. I see she is hurting, crying, and internally bleeding. A loneliness inside her heart taking away from the beauty.
A innocent child looking at me beautiful but a pain of helplessness.
As I look into her eyes, I realize I was seeing myself, not sure of what time or future it is, but I was confident that person I was seeing was me.
Comforting her, I motion my hand in a palm, lifting her cheeks towards me so I can see her directly, feeling her delicate soft skin against my hands.
As she begins to speak to me. I hear soft words being spoken somewhat, tranquil, a gentle calmness.
As I lean over towards her, I look closely into her eyes.
“You are me. It will be okay.” as I whisper to her with the gentle touch of my hand. My eyes blinks again, I'm back in my room.
In my dark bedroom, my comforter keeping me warm with a soft pillow under my head.
Late in the midnight hour it is.
I'm laying in the bed now puzzled, fully aware of what just happened..
I blink again realizing, I want to see her again to comfort her knowing she exist. Now thinking that person might have just been me.
Vivianne
http://youtube.com/averyny
Thursday, July 29, 2010
Let Me Breath ...
Let me breath ....
Looking around, thinking, everything was a shadow, a person growing with many struggles and pain.
But knowing a sense of tranquillity will come, a radiant light, distinctively beautiful.
Lifting my spirit, in hope, aspiring to gain wisdom and knowledge.
Realizing with each daily confirmation, my heart is not alone, its connected with others.
Blossoming, a word sometimes taken lightly, but knowing that is my life.
Learning to embrace each moment and breathing in another light
Sharing my heart in words and thoughts with others, for even with my struggles, I will look up.
Vivianne
http://viviannesummers.blogspot.com/
PS. Trying really hard! Thought as I move through things, I will still remain a shadow as before but that isn't happening. My youtube channel. http://youtube.com/averyny
Looking around, thinking, everything was a shadow, a person growing with many struggles and pain.
But knowing a sense of tranquillity will come, a radiant light, distinctively beautiful.
Lifting my spirit, in hope, aspiring to gain wisdom and knowledge.
Realizing with each daily confirmation, my heart is not alone, its connected with others.
Blossoming, a word sometimes taken lightly, but knowing that is my life.
Learning to embrace each moment and breathing in another light
Sharing my heart in words and thoughts with others, for even with my struggles, I will look up.
Vivianne
http://viviannesummers.blogspot.com/
PS. Trying really hard! Thought as I move through things, I will still remain a shadow as before but that isn't happening. My youtube channel. http://youtube.com/averyny
Monday, July 5, 2010
Walking
I'm happy to have a open mind. Free from not following stereotypes, thinking of individuals fitting a particular gender norm, hiding between a cloak and dagger, and telling people what they should be. I feel hurt about some statements I seen and by some things that was said.
My heart says, we was not put on this planet to judge others. Better yet, we are here to share our faith and belief, to treat others as a equal. It doesn't matter, a persons, race, sex, gender, age, or any other human standard we put on a individuals. I might be different, but my heart at the end of the day, thinks this one thing.
“Now faith is being sure of what we hope for and certain of what we do not see” Hebrews 11:1
So, in that light, I will keep backing my actions. I will have my beautiful family with a beautiful wife, being a parent. Sharing with others my faith, and doing what I've been brought here to do.
Vivianne
http://youtube.com/averyny
My heart says, we was not put on this planet to judge others. Better yet, we are here to share our faith and belief, to treat others as a equal. It doesn't matter, a persons, race, sex, gender, age, or any other human standard we put on a individuals. I might be different, but my heart at the end of the day, thinks this one thing.
“Now faith is being sure of what we hope for and certain of what we do not see” Hebrews 11:1
So, in that light, I will keep backing my actions. I will have my beautiful family with a beautiful wife, being a parent. Sharing with others my faith, and doing what I've been brought here to do.
Vivianne
http://youtube.com/averyny
Wednesday, June 30, 2010
Collective
Collective
Life is a beautiful mosaic of different colors, a rainbow.
Peacful thoughts coming in to mind, pondering the great picture.
Cherishing each sparkle of life, the essence of everything.
Looking at the magnificent reflections, a pretty shadow, of a big picture.
As in time, quietly pondering, realizing many facets of it.
For in this life, we are meant to grow, evolve, change, with one another.
Each person adding their unique qualities, to the collective.
The collective of mind, body, spirit.
Vivianne
http://youtube.com/averyny
This is for people who show hate and bigotry to others, just because of their differences.
Life is a beautiful mosaic of different colors, a rainbow.
Peacful thoughts coming in to mind, pondering the great picture.
Cherishing each sparkle of life, the essence of everything.
Looking at the magnificent reflections, a pretty shadow, of a big picture.
As in time, quietly pondering, realizing many facets of it.
For in this life, we are meant to grow, evolve, change, with one another.
Each person adding their unique qualities, to the collective.
The collective of mind, body, spirit.
Vivianne
http://youtube.com/averyny
This is for people who show hate and bigotry to others, just because of their differences.
Monday, June 21, 2010
Goodnight
Goodnight
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This piece of paper is empty, so I lay here contemplating a throught to write.
My mind thinks pondering many images appearing vividly, a rainbow; dynamic with bright lights of pure radiance.
I still lay here with many fears, like a rainbow going into a prism, creating chaotic light.
Still, beautiful with many shades, but behind the reflection. It's a quiet place, some fears visible to the naked eye.
Here I push with hope behind a faith, that it will be seen.
So, as I lay here, now with a full piece of paper, let my body fall into a quiet sleep.
Goodnight.
Vivianne
http://twitter.com/viviannesummers
http://youtube.com/averyny
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This piece of paper is empty, so I lay here contemplating a throught to write.
My mind thinks pondering many images appearing vividly, a rainbow; dynamic with bright lights of pure radiance.
I still lay here with many fears, like a rainbow going into a prism, creating chaotic light.
Still, beautiful with many shades, but behind the reflection. It's a quiet place, some fears visible to the naked eye.
Here I push with hope behind a faith, that it will be seen.
So, as I lay here, now with a full piece of paper, let my body fall into a quiet sleep.
Goodnight.
Vivianne
http://twitter.com/viviannesummers
http://youtube.com/averyny
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