Thursday, July 29, 2010

Let Me Breath ...

Let me breath ....

Looking around, thinking, everything was a shadow, a person growing with many struggles and pain.
But knowing a sense of tranquillity will come, a radiant light, distinctively beautiful.
Lifting my spirit, in hope, aspiring to gain wisdom and knowledge.
Realizing with each daily confirmation, my heart is not alone, its connected with others.
Blossoming, a word sometimes taken lightly, but knowing that is my life.
Learning to embrace each moment and breathing in another light
Sharing my heart in words and thoughts with others, for even with my struggles, I will look up.


PS. Trying really hard! Thought as I move through things, I will still remain a shadow as before but that isn't happening. My youtube channel.

Wednesday, July 14, 2010

When I Fall Down

When I Fall Down

As I think about each passing day
Each day is a new beginning, to a destination, a point already planned.
As I ponder, I can't see what changes that will occur in my life.
My heart, says, this is the right time, and the right moment as always.
A life that is meant to be, different, but true to every heart I touched.
Through many struggles, trails, and tribulations that I could never imagined.
I will make it, through faith with others.
When I fall down, I will get up, but not alone this time.
As, I always done, coming in full circle with new family.


PS. Glowing with beautiful radiance, I will one day shine. Inspired by “We Fall Down” Donne McClurkin and life struggles

Thursday, July 8, 2010

Time Out

I would like a time out, I haven't had one in a long time. I'm making through it, but I miss having one. ~Vivianne~

Monday, July 5, 2010


I'm happy to have a open mind. Free from not following stereotypes, thinking of individuals fitting a particular gender norm, hiding between a cloak and dagger, and telling people what they should be. I feel hurt about some statements I seen and by some things that was said.

My heart says, we was not put on this planet to judge others. Better yet, we are here to share our faith and belief, to treat others as a equal. It doesn't matter, a persons, race, sex, gender, age, or any other human standard we put on a individuals. I might be different, but my heart at the end of the day, thinks this one thing.

“Now faith is being sure of what we hope for and certain of what we do not see” Hebrews 11:1

So, in that light, I will keep backing my actions. I will have my beautiful family with a beautiful wife, being a parent. Sharing with others my faith, and doing what I've been brought here to do.