Wednesday, December 29, 2010


Wrote this a few days ago, before the status. Still feel now, I have to be happy as is!!!


Sitting here glad to be with the family finally, a long journey for us all.
A little depressed knowing people only accept only a part of me, not what my close connections see.
Feeling hurt as my thoughts are up and down.
I will be okay. That is what is done best.


Thursday, December 2, 2010

Little Girl

Little Girl

A girl walking down the street, stared at by others for flaws insignificant
imperfections to be ridiculed or judged.

A living mockery used to build that persons ego and self-righteousness.

Living in a cold and indifferent society, I pause.

Now looking into a mirror naked, innocent, and vulnerable like a child.

Enduring individuals ignorance and stupidity. The failing of people lack of compassion and understanding.

Wanting to cry and scream a spectrum of feelings and thoughts. Forcing myself to strive, painfully smiling every step taken.

Still picturing the black porcelain doll living this life.

Standing in this train, now trying to breath looking around.

This little girl.

Vivianne Anthony